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Let me grab it by K-especial Let me grab it :iconk-especial:K-especial 4 8 Flow by kedralynn Flow :iconkedralynn:kedralynn 240 0 Golden Eyes - Miss Tango by DjouZ Golden Eyes - Miss Tango :icondjouz:DjouZ 2 7
Winter Haiku - 15
the river is lulled to sleep
-this winter night
:iconmsjames:MSJames 1 32
Old Things

Under the trees,
an old shed is overlooked
forgotten value
In the park
a solitary old man
under the trees
:iconmsjames:MSJames 1 12
I'm Sick and There's No Cure
lips are trembling
and tears are bleeding down my face
im tired of it all
im sick f my own disgrace
im told to do everything
and i strive to do my best
yet i can never do it
so then the longer i cant rest
i lie awake looking at the ceiling
just thinking of what went wrong
and i now see what i could have done
should have done
thinking why it took me so long
to figure it out
im sick of hearing the remarks
just amusement for them all
knowing how much it hurts
intensifying my fall
falling into darkness
you push me even harder than intended
my body breaks under the pressure
and im quickly forgetting
of what to do
and whom to please
who to disappoint
i think i am diseased
sleep is no longer an option
im tired beyond belief
work, and their standards
im in so much grief
so for now i grin and bear it
barely living life
falling apart by the minute
from dealing with this strife
im breaking down slowly
and im finding out too late
my mind is speeding by
and i cannot find the brake
...if its eve
:iconsuicidaldreamer:suicidaldreamer 4 23
Im on the Bright Side of Thing
i wish you were here
just to hear you say its alright
when i know its not
but it seems it, even for a second
ive been put through alot
become quiet and in the background
but when your around i feel amazing
even if there isnt a sound
and everything fades away
when you hold me in your arms
lay my head on ur chest
free from any harm
thats why im always quiet
just for once i am at peace
im sorry if you think you did something wrong
ive never been happier, believe me
im sorry im really quiet
im just really shy
i have trouble opening up
but i am slowly, give me time
im slowly healing
better with every day
just being with you
my happiness cant be taken away
so i give you a kiss
and hold you very tight
give you my love
because you have saved my life
:iconsuicidaldreamer:suicidaldreamer 2 10
What? by jimloomis What? :iconjimloomis:jimloomis 352 84 Hawk - 1 by MSJ-Stock Hawk - 1 :iconmsj-stock:MSJ-Stock 1 7
you signed a crooked smile with moist lips
and left wanting for documentation,
substance of a less fleeting nature
than the air of promised intention,
your corporeal presence in trade
stolen back with a furtive glance your passing
such elixir of hopeful ambition,
potent spirit of their very essence -
staked a claim, they to you,
forever bound by a mistaken name
slight by nature's whimsical fancy made,
what call you, by they
to put halt uncharted passage
in a timely imitation of formless thought
and wondrous memories before the fade
:iconprimaryamnesiatheory:PrimaryAmnesiaTheory 1 2
Moments in Suburbia by RecensAetas Moments in Suburbia :iconrecensaetas:RecensAetas 1 8 Great Horned Owl by Nambroth Great Horned Owl :iconnambroth:Nambroth 898 176
I knew a Man
I knew a Man----
I remember a Man that I met once.
He talked of Riches and Fame
Of how he was "one of them".
But it never covered all the blame.
This man told me he loved a girl once.
Her name was Lucy Cross.
She was a sweet girl, with eyes like diamonds.
And how he'd never recover from the loss.
He said he cried himself to sleep night after night
And dreampt of a past that can repeat itself.
He admitted his crudeness and vain choices.
That all he wish he had was love and good health.
This man thought he was dead inside.
That there was no worth in life anymore.
How despair and selfishness took him over.
He didn't know what he was living for.
I shed a tear for that man.
I told him he'd be okay.
That he could fix his ways, that he'd already started.
He handed me a tissue and thanked me that day.
Last night I opened up our paper
To read the daily news
I found this man's face in an article.
"Rich man found dead. He was thirty two."
:iconthextrafficxscene:thextrafficxscene 1 5
The half-moon shines down on a half girl
Filled with only half truths
Living a lie in word fabricated on the half filled laughs
And hopes of known fear.
Dreams turn grey in the light of the moon
And fears are turned into truths of mine
And this half girl, with her half lived life
And the grey dreams and whole lies
Looks up at the sky and I know in my heart
That this isn't me, not really
:iconavlona:Avlona 1 6


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  • Reading: Various Scripts
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"Big Girls Don't Cry"

Da Da Da Da
The smell of your skin lingers on me now
You're probably on your flight back to your home town
I need some shelter of my own protection baby
To be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity

I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I've got to get a move on with my life
It's time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry

The path that I'm walking
I must go alone
I must take the baby steps 'til I'm full grown, full grown
Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they?
And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay


Like the little school mate in the school yard
We'll play jacks and uno cards
I'll be your best friend and you'll be my Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and center, clarity
Peace, Serenity


La Da Da Da Da Da


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Keatto Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2009
take care miss O, your work was an inspiration.
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jeannie64 Featured By Owner Feb 6, 2009  Professional Writer
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Teufelsweib Featured By Owner Dec 25, 2008
Merry Christmas and a happy new year! :heart:

SRSmith Featured By Owner Aug 10, 2008   Writer
Gone, gone, gone, you've been gone so long...
(Hope you're well, wherever you are)
alexandros-ch Featured By Owner Feb 1, 2008  Professional Digital Artist
is she .... gulp...dead???
INMAHBUTT Featured By Owner Nov 24, 2007
Bah. Disappeared. Yes the internets are a time consumer. Cheerio good fellow, :llama::tea: to you. I will see you on the other side.
AphroditeShari Featured By Owner Nov 21, 2007
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